Man, I think I have officially been busy lately that I haven't got time to update my LJ. Nvm.. I'll just update everything here.

I'm too zoned out lately. My brain is so full of stuff... coding stuff. I just had my mid-term tests and I feel like my head's gonna explode. Got 2 more projects due next month. What a bummer. Then after that, the final exam T_T. But not all stressful episodes of my life have a bad affect on me.

Since drawing sketches has become my fixation nowadays, it helps me with my stress. I don't wanna brag but I think my sketches has been improving. Thanks to my determination to learn how to perfect the art of sketching illustrations.. hahahaha >.

I haven't got time to ink my sketches.. let alone color it with Corel Essentials. I'm too lazy. Plus, I think I'm a slob at inking... better ink them on tracing papers and scan it I guess. Or I can just scan the sketches and color on it.

In the mean time, my sketches are all laid back relaxed sketches. Nothing overrated like fantasy illustrations. Haven't got the inspiration I guess. I've thought of coming up with vampire illustrations. But I'm starting to think that they're so boring. Plus, their eyes are all the same... too lifeless. Haha.. no offense to vamp freaks out there.. It's just that when I draw, I follow my heart. I have no control over what's gonna be on my sketchpad.

Few days back, I started playing FFIX again. All bcoz I met with Vivi cosplayer at GACC... I got excited . I never finished that game before. Got some problems with my PS. But now I'm playing the game on my PC using an emulator.. hehehe . Still on Disc 1... wish me luck! Hahaha .

OMG!!! GACC '07 was a HUGE SUCCESS!!!!! Everyone says it rawks!!! It made me feel so good to see some of the good comments in blogs of dA doujin we invited to our GACC '07. I can say that we as the working committees for GACC '07, are glad that the event has improved over the years. We worked hard for this event to be a success. I know we all did. Every High Committee and Working Committee had play an important role on making the event a HUGE SUCCESS.

GACC '07 [link]

I'm glad to be a part of the Deco Team for GACC '07 . It took me a week to finish the stage backdrop graffiti . Plus, I had to balance my time between classes, a quiz, and tutorials. I skipped a number of lecture classes just bcoz I thot I can't finish my graffiti in time. I had trouble sleeping bcoz again... I was thinking about my graffiti . Heck, I didn't even know what day and time it was! m(-_-)m. But it was all worth it. All the back pain, neck pain, the muscle aches, and the headache that I got from finishing the graffiti was all worth it for this HUGE event. I could almost cry T_T...

I posted some personal pics of the event here (click on 'View Photos'): [link]

I have more of my personal pics actually but I'll upload it in my fotopage later. And as for the Cosplay Competition pics, I think the High-Committees will upload them later in a special directory. I'm sooo damn tired!!! Feel like I have died and came back to life! A whole week of non-stop work has taken its toll on me .

Now... I feel like sleeping for a whole year!

Currently in the process of upgrading everything on the web. Next week is a holiday !!!! It's our semester mid-term break. Even though it's a break, I still got a lotta work to do .

I just realized that I need to modify my poetry visuals AGAIN ! How stupid could I be? ... I used a lotta free stock photos that have standard restrictions... meaning that I can't sell 'em. Man... I gotta take a lotta snapshots when I get home and make them authentic so that I can put them up to be sold as prints. But I don't have a good camera !!! All I have is a plain lil digi cam at home...
Man.. gotta start making some cash and bought myself an SLR camera... otherwise I can't get my visual poetry done coz I'm a perfectionist and won't settle for bad photos . I'm so torn rite now...

I don't wanna use any stocks here in dA too coz I wanna own my work.

Other than that, I still have college assignments and projects to deal with ... and a lil business opportunity going on.. Man.. this multitasking thing is draining me...

It's been like what? 2? 3 consecutive days?

I've been uploading my visual poetry collection day and night! I look like a zombie .... no need to add eyeliner or eyeshadow now coz I look like a freakin panda! And it's actually about 4a.m here now . My housemates are sound asleep .

1st >>> I've been busy updating some of the visuals of my poetry collection bcoz I just realize that the visuals weren't suitable for the feel of the poetry.

2nd >>> Submitting the collection is a lotta work when there're a lotta box thingy to fill with those thingy called text .

3rd >>> I have some web layouts and websites construction pending bcoz I'm currently obsessed with deviantart lately .

4th >>> I need a life ! I miss my boyfriend !!!! He's so far away! ( mushy? hey.. everybody needs LURVE )

5th >>> I still have college to deal with .

Man... I've been very busy lately . Haven't got time to even think straight. I rarely update my own journal let alone a deviant journal . Since there has been quite a turnover on my life, I lack the inspiration to generate sadistic artwork and poetry anymore. I need the hatred feeling if I were to compose gratifying poems. But I'll try. My photo manipulation skills are shot down as the affect of not having the chance to take nice photos . I'm just working on drawings right now, trying to perfect the craft. Right now I'm also busy with website constructions. I need to stop procrastinating and still I have my studies to think about. Another 3 more courses and I'm done! Then, welcome to the working world.. a dog eat dog world.